Spent the entire day alone at esplanade on tuesday.
Everything was really worth it.
I want one more week off!!!:D
hahaaa i'm like some small kid wanting to see more of the outside world.
but i know it's impossible from next week onwards.
everyone all starting to quit.
those going to poly quitting.
those going ns quitting.
those found better paying jobs are quitting too.
how to take off like that!
the management also abit kuku.
come up with so many ideas not feasible at all.
As i was saying, i met becca otw to city hall.
saw her only when she walked out of the mrt and i tapped her on her shoulders.
we were then planning and discussing our friday's plan with me in the mrt,
and her at tp platform.
LOL like some chinese dramaaa!!!
ended our convo only when the door closes.
and yet we were smsing when we were so close.
...like in the same cabin!! how awesome HAHAHA
Saw how the weather changes from clear to grey to cloudy and it rained.
The whole scenery was really magnificent especially when the rainbow
appeared behind the merlion.
and the sky turned orangy yellow before the sun set.
i would have taken a picture of everything
if not for my no camera phone and no batteries for my camera.
darnnnnn.......
D:
i'm so fortunate to have the time to do that la.
how many people have the luxury to wait for hours before the rain stops pouring.
read up my old diaries which was written in 2004!
like in sec 2?
all the childish tantrums i made and hatred last time turned out to brighten my day.
i cannot believe i wrote all those!
and my crushes. . . . . .
now thinking about it..... YUCK!!!
there are even names which i dont rmb. (eg. Feon? Ban theng?)
As i was flipping through the pages a neoprint of tz, may, jessie and wj fell out.
OMGGGGG SOOOOoooo CUTE!!
sometimes i really miss my secondary school days la.
and wm still dare to tell me he red house captain and led the house to champs.
.... and i believed!
so NOT TRUEEEE please..
my diary wrote that they came in last la!
i have evidence okayy lol.
aiyaa long gone the days of conferencing and hp confiscation.
oh wells.
did my reflections on issues which needs amendments.
vent out my frustrations and all.
sat by the waters to sing praises.
just for that moment, it was all so relaxing.
my heart was calmed.
all in all it turned out well.
healing took place.
miracles happened.
people that were hurting me realised it and spared me.
even though there's still one annoying one who fails to understand
why i've been ignoring ALL his msges.
i can finally let go.
i really thank god for all that he has done.
Met up with my grandparents and dad today for breakfast and lunch.
since all ard jurong area anyways.
For 20 years, i know that ahma eats anything and everything.
but after 20 years later, i then know the only thing she dont eat is beef.
i'm sure a loser:/
and after how many months later then i know my dad has been suffering in school.
i'm so oblivious to everything in the past!
*shakes head*
again, more reading and thinking done in the afternoon.
felt more refresh.
going to support volleyball juniors tmr at phs.
ALL THE BEST TO ALL OF YOU!!! haha
i' not pressurising you'll la.
really.
... after spending so much time with myself,
i'm starting to miss late night supper,
i miss talking on the phone late at night.
i miss drinking teh.
i miss working and saying hi to my friends that come support me (esp jolyn)
i miss playing and joking ard during work(othniel i hate you you know why!)
BUT i'm coming back:D
in this picture: sophia. adeline. alberta
